#54

"Never underestimate a girl's ability to figure things out."

Lenten Conclusion

1. Blogging everyday: I almost made it! Man, missed one day! Besides missing a day, I think my blogs this season have been quite BLAH. Sometimes I would blog just to blog, but next year I'll try to blog with much more thought and patience.

2. No music & no phone: I did awesome with the no music! I got use to it and completely forgot about it on Easter. No phone part I cheated. I texted while driving (slap my hand).

3. Go to Church: I two Sundays, but it was definitely more than usual.

4. Pray: I need to do this more.

It was an alright Lenten season this year and next year I think I will challenge myself more. I have a year to think about it.

I ate a lot of candy today. Time to brush the teeth and sleep early. It's been a long and tiring day. Bye! :)

EASTER!

Happy Happy Easter everyone! Rejoice and be thankful!

Oh how wonderful it was to gather with the fam like good 'ol times. After 10am mass, we went to my cousin's "19th" birthday party. Fun food food fun.

Right when we got home, everyone changed into their pj's and slept. Food coma central. Took a good hour nap and woke up to Jbendo asking if I can bring the backpack to him. He's leaving for Washington tomorrow. That lucky butt. As I was half way to his house, I noticed that something was missing. I was looking around and saw my radio. TIME OUT! I could listen to music! I turned it on and all I heard was static and the same station on all my buttons. I forgot that everything reset when my battery was replaced. Then I went to channel 1049 and 923 only to find out that they were Spanish/Korean music! When the heck did this happen? Maybe I forgot.

Went home and played with YOSHI!!!! Hawman, I want one now! I tried Face Time and it's so cool!!! iPhone 5 please come out soon.

Mel came over and she was suppose to leave for Sac at 8, but instead we went to Starbucks and back to my house lol. She really didn't want to drive back. She actually just left and won't be arriving to Sac til midnight. Ay Mel! At least she got her coffee!

So I'll concluded my Lenten tasks on tomorrow's blog as today is still Easter. Have a safe drive wherever ya'll are going. Good luck with tests/school/work. Pray and give thanks once again!

Holy Saturday: Kaaaaggghhh

What a long, random day this was!

1. Hurr did with Shar at Headcase: same cut, but wouldn't go back there.

2. Palo Alto plans changed : A whole lotta thinking about what to do...I thought I was the only one, but Jbendo is pretty indecisive sometimes. :P

3. Adamson's: Freakin yummy BBQ sandwiches. Next I must try their rootbeer.

4. Parking lot: Jbendo is indecisive.

5. Target: DANGEROUS.

6. Home.

7. VF: Jbdeno bought his running shoes!

8. Home: I nap.

9. Verizon: didn't have car dock.

10: VF again: to buy car dock.

11. Home.

12: Watching William & Kate again.

Surprisingly, Adamson's had me full for the entire day. I'm going to have to eat dinner sometime though.

Easter tomorrow!!!! I can't wait to play with my iPad2! MUAHAHAHAHA. Now what to name him....hmmmmmm

Good Friday: Remember Me.

I woke up today feeling great and ready to get the day started and over with. I usually am sluggish going to work, but I couldn't wait as after work was service at Holy Spirit. However, my first call of the day was an angry, upset member which was hard to brush off. Yet, it was Good Friday and I didn't let that get to me.

Jbendo came by KP to finally try our clam chowder. He thinks it's the best he ever had! ;D You guys should definitely stop by on a Friday. Puahaha.

After work, cowsins met up at my house and we all headed to Holy Spirit. I'm so happy they all came along and experienced what we experience every year. The Passion Play gets to me everytime and Jesus is truly amazing. I absolutely love the music here. The choir is awesome! Father Joe gave a great homily too.

I'm am beat and ready to sleep sleep sleep! Pray and give thanks to Jesus!!!!

Holy Thursday: Watch and Pray

Triduum is here. After work went to mass at 7pm with Shar and Jbendo. It was definitely a full house... So full that they ran out of wine! When I didn't receive the wine, I was thinking to myself, "hawman! It's the last supper and I didn't receive the blood of Christ?! " But it's ok, Jesus knows. :)

After the 2hr mass, went home then to St. John's for some food. Now looking forward to Good Friday tomorrow!

Watch and pray.
Stay with me. Remain here with me.
Watch and pray. Watch and pray.

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Day 42: Negative Nancy

I have ill feelings towards certain people and I don't like myself for that. What's so horrible is that it's Holy Week and it's definitely not acceptable to have this negative vibe over me.

Today, people from church came by and borrowed my mom's orchids for mass tomorrow. I cannot wait until Holy Thursday! Mass is what I need.

My dreams have returned and I've been sweatin' bullets at night again.

Today was Lola Fely's 93rd Birthday! Holy cow! And guess what cake she had. TIRAMISU! :D

Day 42: Cute Kids!

When I grow up, I'm going to name my kid Penelope!

Today was full of baby wipes! We probably sold about 120 packages of wipes today. They are quite popular. My co-worker and I loved seeing the babies as their parents made their purchases. There was one particular baby (about 4 months) who just could not stop giggling and making that high pitch laugh noise. It was so cute! No one was even making her laugh! She was simply just chillin in her stroller, lol-ing on her own. Her laugh was so loud, constant, and oh so adorable that it caught the attention of our Director who came out of her office to see this freakin' cute ass kid.

Whenever I see babies laugh on their own or talk/make noises when no one is there, I can't help but think that they're playing with God or angels.

My legs are going to fall off now as I still struggle to breathe. Time to bake bake bake! Have a lovely evening and did I mention that I can't wait for the Triduum?!

Day 41: A Whole Lotta Nothing

My lola stole my reeses peanut butter cups and my energy bar and gave it to my younger cousins.

Today was a drag and honestly, I didn't accomplish much. All I could remember was blowing my nose every 5 minutes. I really didn't do anything. Haha, I pulled a Jbendo!

Worked out alone today and realized it's much easier to get through when in good company. I hope Olie and Llama upgrade their membership. After, I was able to finally make my protein smoothie!

Holy Week! I'm so excited for the Triduum! It's always been my favorite.

I wish I had a cupcake left over. What a blah blog. I can't wait til the Triduum!!!

Day 40: Allergies and Cupcakes!

Today, April 17 at 2:47 pm: I, Kristine-Marie Ventura David FINALLY sneezed 3 times in a row!

Although allergies suck, I'm glad I fulfilled one thing on my "List of Things to do Before I Die."

Another upside of Spring is seeing gorgeous flowers bloom! Tulips are one of my favorites! This was taken at Stanford Mall. Gorgeous day to be walking around. Jbendo and I met up with Ivan for a Sprinkles Cupcake break. It was wonderful seeing him!

I want a husky when I grow up.

It's unfortunate that Fridays are not considered part of the weekend. :P

Take a picture of a flower. Pet a dog. Eat a cupcake and go to sleep!

Day 39: FAIL

Exactly one week before Easter, I break two of my Lenten goals! UGH!

1. I texted while driving. My mom is back in the ER and my dad texted me asking if I was home yet. While driving, I texted him saying I was almost home. I knew I was breaking it, but I felt that I should text him anyway. Now that's my bad.

2. I forgot to blog for Day 39- Saturday! MAN! I thought this was the year that I would blog for 47 days..on time..without being late. But nope! Dangit, I'm bummed.

On top of all that, my allergies are getting the best of me. My eyes, throat, nose, and even my ears feel like their going to pop!

Tomorrow (well today) is Palm Sunday!! Next year..next year again.

Day 38: Satisfied

After a slow Friday at work, my long awaited craving of Boiling Crab has finally been fulfilled. I had the pleasure of making a mess with Jbendo, Shar, Jeffrey, Sarah, and Oliver and my oh my look what we did (refer to picture). I can't believe I waited til the end of the Lenten Season to eat here. Best Leneten food by far. Well, along with sushi. Despite the freakin' 2 hour wait, Boiling Crab never lets me down.

Debating whether to wake up early to gymit. I think I will. But all I can think about is how full I am. Bleh. I want something sweet now and that's not red vines.

Happy weekend to you all and enjoy the sun! Wash your hands and wash your face.

Day 37: 1:1

Today I met with my manager and we discussed my goals for 2011. Not only will I be focusing more on the programs I help coordinate, but I will also be presenting to new members and staff about what our center offers. After discussing my goals, my manager asked me how I was doing. There are a lot of Employee Events occurring and the other Health Ed Assistant is being pulled into different directions, which always results in me covering the center about 80% of the time. It's no one's fault at all. It's just that there is way too much work for two people to handle. I'm really glad that my manager is aware of this issue and has even brought it up to our director. I was told that help is on the way to support me. *whew!

It was my co-worker's last day today. She was actually an on-call and and was able to help cover the center with me while the other Health Ed Assistant was working on Employee Wellness. Now she is going to work at Campbell until August as a temp. We had a mini cake party and it was sad to see her go. Thank goodness Kaiser has sametime, which is like instant messenger but for KP employees.

I can't wait until Friday. Now time for my king size snicker bar. Oh heck to the yes. Boiling crab tomorrow!!!

Day 36: New Member

I was pressured into buying this 4lb. tub of Red Vines. Blame Jbendo. I was only suppose to buy a cake and a card at Safeway. The Red Vines were on sale for $5.99 and Jbendo carried a tub everywhere we went around the store. It was haunting.

Ok, I lied. He didn't follow me with the Red Vines. But he did pressure me into buying them.

Side Story: I remember when I was in elementary/middle school I use to go to 2535 often to watch MTV/Nikelodeon/Disney and a tub of Red Vines was always available! The cousins and I use to put a Red Vine in a cup of coke and use it as a straw.

I signed up for a membership at 24 today. I was able to receive a discount for being a KP employee and the discount was seriously "LEGIT." Now I really need to work out and I don't know how I feel about that yet. Haha.

Tomorrow is Farmer's Market Day and a co-worker's last day :(

Watch Modern Family, drink water, and try to sleep 5 minutes earlier than your usual time.

Day 35: Taking a Chance

Application submitted. It's a waiting game now.

In the words of Mel since open registration, "MOTIVATION!!"

Couldn't pass this opportunity up. Thank you and miss you! :)

Day 34: Fast Forward

Audrey Hepburn was a skinny one on Breakfast At Tiffany's.

East is almost hea! Can you believe it? There's a lot to look forward to in the summer and I can't wait. The sun needs to stay out and the wind needs to get lost.

My Aunt just came back from a 3.5 week cruise and she came back looking tanned as ever! I swear, she was as white as me. Now, she's more than 50 shades darker than I am. Unbelievable. I guess that's what I'm going to have to do to get tanned: go on a Caribbean cruise for 3.5 weeks.

I like receiving google invites. They're cute and fun ;)

Shar and I are watching Breakfast at Tiffany's and the first 20 minutes I had a "wtf" look on my face. Hahaha. I haven't watched this before and so far it's interesting. Not what I expected, but interesting. Audrey Hepburn is beautiful!

Tomorrow is my last trial day. Let's see where this takes me.

Tuesday, another dreadful Monday, but closer to Wednesday, which is Hump Day. Lots of comas! Wash your hands, wash your face, and do the boogy dance.

Day 33: SUNday!

Dresses are one of my weaknesses.

After teaching catechism this morning, I went home had lunch, and headed over to Jbendo's. We were going to go to Verizon to buy myself a headset since Jbendo gets a 25% discount. However, they were all out. Walking around the mall, we noticed the "Cotton On" store and to our surprise, they were pretty reasonably priced! There were great 2 for $20 deals, 50% off sales, and $20 dresses! We totally went thopping there and when it was time to ring up, my heart kind of skipped, but it was ok! In Jbendo's words, "it's like thopping at Target!" Twas true twas true.

Made it back on time for church and it was a full house! The confirmation retreat ended and mass was full of candidates/family/sponsors. It was a very long mass. Since it is the second weekend of the month, the priest asked if there were any couples celebrating their anniversary to walk to the alter to receive a blessing. My parents' anniversary is on the 14th so they headed their way up. The priest asked them to introduce themselves and how many years it will be. They did so and said their names and my dad added, "29 years of service." The crowd literally LOL'd.

Yet another week to get by. Please be nice, Monday. Have a relaxing rest of the night. Eat Reese's Peanut Butter Cups!

Day 32: Where's Day 31?

Target does not sell foam rollers!

A reoccuring dream I have is getting lost on the freeway. I'm usually by myself, freaking out not knowing which way to go. Today, that happened except Jbendo was with me. Thank the Lord! I was driving (he let me drive.. My car) and we ended up not knowing where to go on 85. We went back and forth between north and south and finally figured it out. I was calm throughout the whole thing. I even suggested a few routes, which ended up being correct. I think I would've freaked out if I was by myself. I have no sense of direction. Ha!

I'm going to eat a second dinner in attempt to gain weight. Relax, watch a movie, and eat some candy! You deserve it!

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Day 30: Hawman

I am too full. Just got back from an all you can eat sushi place in blossom hill. Dang, I don't think I'll be eating sushi for awhile.

I'm really too full to blog. Tomorrow will be a little better. Now time to play Akinator!

Happy weekend everyone. Clean your eyeglasses and download the Akinator app!

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Day 30: What Time Is It?!

It's pedometer time, wooo!

A new employee wellness program began and I started wearing my pedo-meter today. It's not the Amazing Race anymore, but a new program called KP Walk that was designed by region. Instead of inserting how many steps we walk/run, we insert the number of minutes we participate in physical activity. Although I don't need my pedo-meter, I think it's still fun wearing one.

Gym day today minus Olie and Llama. After, had Five Guys which was alright. :P

In N Out>Five Guys for sure.

Is it damn cold or what! Tomorrow is Friday Friday...yay! Now what to eat what to eat! I hope you all have a lovely night. Bundle up and be safe.

Day 29: Awkwardly Funny

I must admit, this chick freaked me out when I found out she WAS dating Michael Cera. She was not what I expected, especially after Paper Heart. Not a bad thing at all, but you know... However, my brover showed me videos of her and you know what? She is actually growing on me. Yes, she is awkward, but awkwardly funny! I believe she has a unique kind of talent and humor that is entertaining and quite hilarious.

Check these vids out. Watch in the order they appear!

Day 28: Blahgging

First time Blahgging througt my phone. Hopefully this works out. Work day went fairly well today. The department was actually closed during lunch as we had an Her meeting and was provided lunch! That's always nice.

After, met up the Olie and Jbendo at 24 for Day 2. Twas a good workout. I need to remember to stretch before and after. Panera once again! Llama couldn't make today and I can't make tomorrow! Shar's Every 15 Minutes event starts tomorrow and I have to drop my mom off the parent retreat. Thursday we shall meet again.

I really wanted to share a couple videos, but I'm too tired to figure out how to attach on here. Until tomorrow! Goodnight and sweet dreams!

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Day 27: Seeking Motivation.

So I'm starting to have this thing about doing trials. In the past I had the opportunity to pay a guest visit to Moffet Towers. That was cool, but just a day thing. Last year, I signed up for the 7 day trial to the Super Sport in San Jose and soon enough that was over. Now, I signed up for the 7 day trial, well Jeff Jones granted me 8, to the Super Sport in Sunnyvale. I don't consider myself a "working out" person. I don't consider myself anywhere close to being "fit." And I don't consider myself strong. I am seeking motivation to develop a good habit. I am seeking motivation to be healthier. The hardest part, for me, is where to find this motivation, Should it just come to me? Do I have to search and think of a person, event, or experience? I need something to keep me going. I need something that's encouraging, supportive, and life-changing. I need the drive. I need the feeling of "I can do this."

I NEED MOTIVATION. GIVE ME MOTIVATION!

On a side note: Gorgeous day. Panera is nice. Is it bad to be annoyed my someone you don't even really talk to? If so, please slap my hand. Thanks. Eat a second dinner, followed by cotton candy. I hope I didn't miss a new epi of HIMYM.

Day 26: Happy Tummy

Happy (Belated) Birthday Auntie Estella!

After teaching catechism, we met up with the rest of the fam at Buca Di Beppo in Campbell. I haven't been there in ages! Pruneridge is a cute hangout spot with a lot of yummy restaurants and dessert places. Perfect spot to walk around especially on a warm day. At Buca, we had bread & butta, calamari, fried mozzarella, stuffed mushrooms, salad, spaghetti, pizza, linguine futti di mare, and chicken marsala.

Not a lot of people were eating the muscles around the pasta, so ya know, I didn't want the to muscles to go to waste. ;) No seriously, when I asked for two muscles, my uncle and Llama end up giving me more. I love muscles!

We also had the dessert platter: tiramisu, double dark chocolate cake, cheesecakse, and apple crostata. When the waitresses brought out the candles and dessert, Auntie Estella started to cry as they were singing.

After, I took a trip to Jbendo's church. His church plays fun songs that remind me of youth group. Maybe because 6PM is their youth mass...DUH Kristine. But yeah, haven't gone to his church in awhile as well. It was nice. When we got back, Jbendo's parents just got back from Monterey. Guess what his mom gave me!!!!!!!

That's right ya'll...GREEN APPLE COTTON CANDY! I was definitely surprised and so excited! His mom was telling us that when she saw the cotton candy, she knew how much Katrina (Jbendo's sister) and I love cotton candy so she got us some. Very sweet of her. Hawman, great freakin' way to end the short weekend.

And yet another week to survive. Looking forward to tomorrow as Olie, Llama, and I will start our 7 day trial at 24! Wish us luck. :)

Don't forget to prepare your lunch, wash your face, and sleep early!

Day 25: Not As Planned.

When I was driving my car home, I felt like I was driving a motorcycle in TRON.

I woke up at 6:45 am today and couldn't go back to sleep. I stayed in bed watching videos on my phone and finally got up at around 9. Couldn't wait til SJ Eats! I skipped breakfast, hoping to stuff my face and gain a few pounds. Treatbot was what I was really looking forward to. Did this all happen? PSH. Not even close.

When we arrived, we were shocked to see that the event was held in a tiny parking lot. Holy crap, it was pathetic. About six trucks parked with a bunch of people standing everywhere. Lines were wrapped OUTSIDE of the parking lot, onto the sidewalks. I happened to see John Lam there, who stood in line for about an hour to get food. This was an epic FAIL and SJ sucks. Haha. Dang, the Great America parking lot would've been so much better. After 15 minutes of walking back and forth, we decided to grab some La Vics instead. We came at the perfect time as the ex-SJ Eaters followed a few minutes after. In the afternoon, we walked to Cold Stone only to find out that there was no longer a Cold Stone there! Another FAIL! Starbucks and Jamba instead. Walked back and burned a lot of calories. Also went to Ulta to buy myself a new straightener. I could spend hours there. Overall, it was a good Saturday even though our plans got adjusted. Who cares as long as your with good company right? RIGHT!

I made it back on time and I deserve my Panera cookie. Where the heck is my Panera cookie?! Until tomorrow, brush your teeth, floss, and gargle!

Day 24: Happy Friday!

I'm allergic to Great Mall. Really.

Aren't Fridays suppose to be chill? PSH.

Even though I brought my lunch today, Jbendo came with sushi. We at outside in the courtyard and my was it sunny and warm. We took a trip to the cafeteria to buy a Choco Taco and sat on the bench. Later, we took a stroll around the hospital and came across Auntie Meling and Lola Fely waiting for Ken to pick them up! Ken's so fawnnies.

I had to go to Great Mall to return a cardigan at H&M and guess what! I'm freakin allergic to the mall of great. My throat was super itchy and I probably sneezed in almost every store we went to.

I'm excited for SJ Eats tomorrow! I'm not going to eat breakfast so my tummy can handle all the food I want to try. I can't wait to see the buds too!

Have a safe weekend everyone. Don't forget to sleep, eat, drink, and pee.

Day 23: Friday Eve!

"Get out of the bitter barn and get in the hay!" -Llama

Clever and lovin' it! Haha. I forgot how awesome the warm weather feels. Can you believe just one week ago we had that crazy storm? Man. Thank God for this beautiful weather. Perfect day for the Farmer's Market. I was able to get my cookies--chocolate chip and two oatmeal butterscotch. Yum to the eeee! I think next week I'll try the tamales. Care to join me for lunch on a Farmer's Market day (any Thursday) 1-2pm?

Tomorrow is Friday and I have no idea what to eat. Jamba Juice and a snack from there? It's too warm for clam chowder and I'm not feeling tunaish. We're half way through Lent! Almost there!

After work Llama came by and was kind enough to bring oreo yogurt for us! Haven't had yogurt in awhile. We chatted chatted chatted, she left, then I went to her house. Haha. Her mom was cooking outside and it smelt like Philippines. Filipino frying smell mixed with the warm weather...totally Philippines. :)

Have a good day tomorrow guys. Enjoy the sun! Don't forget to wear sunscreen and sunglasses!

Day 22: Bonga!

Shar grew a couple inches taller. NO JOKE.

What an "eventful" Wednesday. Happy Happy Birthday to Sonny! His birthday will always be remembered, that's for sure.

It's finally looking like spring! I stepped outside at 5:15pm and boy was it humid! I loved it! I stepped outside at 9:50pm and boy was it warm! I loved it! Tomorrow is going to be warmer, love it love it love it! Soon, it will be beach weather! Can't wait!

Farmer's Market tomorrow! Let's get some coooookkkiiiieeesss!!!

Short blog, I'm beat. Eat chicken, rest your eyes, and don't fall asleep with the light on.

Day 21: Big Hugs

to my cowsins, Mel & Francis.

My house is always open to you and you are more than welcome to sleep over anytime! We can have a good 'ol time at VIP, followed by a drunken trip to Safeway for cake mix, ice cream, and candy. We can have a late night baking session of some cupcakes and brownies. We can have a slumber party in the living room and soak up with back to back netflix movies. We can wake up super early (yeah right) and make chocolate chip pancakes with powdered sugar and fresh shrawberries! <3

Day 20: Cheesy With A Side Full Of Corny.

I woke up to a song that instantly brought the image of Joey and Pacey in my head. I was a Dawson's Creek fan in middle school and for the longest time I thought that Joey and Dawson were meant to be together. I was upset and unhappy with the ending. Out of boredom in college, I re-watched most of the seasons and to my surprise, I actually understand and agreed that Joey and Pacey were true soul mates. Team Pacey all the way.

Today was a busy busy Monday. My co-worker called-in-sick and there was so much work to be done, along with covering the center. It was a tough day and I should've worn flats. The volunteer was even wondering why it was so busy. Throughout all this madness, the only thing I could think about was Jbendo. His face just kept appearing in my head ever since I was driving down Lawrence. Even though I didn't hear from him all day, all I could think about was him. I'm usually not this cheesy, but I'd catch myself just staring at my computer screen thinking about him.

The clock hit 5:00pm and I was so thankful I made it through the day. I dropped off my cash funds and continued to clean up. As I was texting my dad, I heard a knock on the window. To my ultimate surprise, guess who the frick it was! Jbendo! I was shocked! Instantly, I opened the door and greeted him with a hug and a big sigh of relief. I even forgot to bring my keys and locked myself out of the department!

I had no contact with him all day and he knew nothing about how my day was going. He just showed up...randomly. I needed that. I needed him. I don't think he knows how much it meant. Well, I take that back, he'll know now.

Here's the song that literally woke me up. So lovely.

Have a happy sleeps-sleeps everyone. Say your prayers and continue to give thanks.

Day 19: KONA DAVID!

Shar got a free prom dress.

Look at this little fellow. Mel walked him over to my house so I can see him! It's been such a long time! Mr. Koner dear is so fluffy and I love it! He's so fluffy, I'm gonna die!!!

His butt is even fluffy. I really hope he'll be ok while Mel goes to school/work. Crossing fingers he doesn't bark! This weekend I've

been eating a lot of candy. Mambas, Sour Patches, Reese's Peanut Butter

Cups, Twix, Kit Kat...hawman, thank goodness I brush my teeth well (or so I think). Another Monday. Blah. Did you see the weather for this week?! No rain! 79 degrees on Thursday! Hopefully it won't change throughout the week. Ok! Wishing you all a fast and healthy week. Think happy thoughts, laugh, sing your lungs out, and pray. :)

Day 18: No More Madness :)

Mel came home because she needed a reason to change out of her pj's.

Went to the bar of elephant with the fam for my dad's birthday. After, we shared an ice cream mud pie and boy was it yummy! Not as yummy as tiramisu of course. Went to church at 5 and went on an adventure with Mel to ghetto 'ol Great Mall. Someone stole our parking spot, but we did have a successful shopping sesh. Good thing I went to churh haha. Oh how I missed Mel! :D

We all just finished eating carne asade fries and going to make a sweet trip soon! Yay!

Remember the Wonder Years?! It's on on channel 121! Wear your glasses if you can't see. Sleep in if you can sleep in and don't be a weenie.

Day 17: March Madness Friday

My mom brought me home a Vanity Fair magazine because Robert Pattinson is on the cover.

Sun. Rain. Rain. Sun. Make up your mind so I know what shoes to wear.

Work was a drag. I was sleepy all day, but was productive I guess. I was going to pack a tuna sandwich for lunch, but no bread! I went home and scrambled eggs and ate it with rice. Eh. I need ideas for no meat Fridays.

Had a yummy deeners with Jbendo at Pasta Pomodoro. The muscles here are to die for! So much flavor, you'll like it! Especially sip sippin' the soup...freakin' delicious. Current dessert I'm in love with = tiramisu.

Fry's is dangerous. Too much candy and beef jerky.

Right now I'm trying to watch Scott Pilgram vs. The World, but my eyes are about to close! Prepare for more rain tomorrow. Have a wonderful weekend and enjoy! Jbendo is going to wake up at 7am tomorrow and he wants you to ask him why :P

Day 16: March Madness Thursday!

To the strongest, smartest, funniest, weirdest man I know, Happy Happy Happy Birthday Papa!!!

What a stormy day it was! So insane that the Farmer's Market closed early and when the Farmer's Market closes, you know it's a war outside. No oatmeal butterscotch cookies today, but there's always next Thursday.

I feel like I was driving all day. I don't know why. I just ran a couple errands after work and my feet hurt.

Baked pizza and yellow cake today to warm up the house. But guess what?! There's no chocolate frosting! I went to the store too...dang to the it.

Is it bad to be annoyed by people you don't even talk to? HAHA. That's horrible. I should pray now.

Tomorrow's schedule:

- Employee event

- Early lunch

- Patient referrals

- Clean clean and get organized!

I think I sleep better when it rains. Loving the sound. Rain a little more tonight please.

K! In honor of the last episode of Jersey Shore, my bro and I are cheering to a glass of wine. Have a good day tomorrow guys and buckle up!

Safe travels to you and the rest of the fam, Llama!

Day 15: March Madness Wednesday!

Jay! Jay!

Happy Wednesday!

Co-workers baby shower was a success. She's one of those women who looks so cute pregnant! You know what they (Filipinos) say...if you glow, you're having a girl! If you look messed up, then you're having a boy. She's having a girl!

Panera Wednesday: tried something new. Fuji Chicken Salad- I love apple in salad, but this ended up having apple chips with onions, tomatoes, and blue cheese. Umm, not a big fan of this. I'm still in love with the Asian Sesame Chicken Salad. I love how Panera has a customer rewards card. It's free and you earn points every time you purchase something! I swear, whenever I come in, I end up earning a free coffee, beverage, or tea! Score! Toffee Nut Cookie- THE BEST!

Tomorrow's Schedule:

- Dad's birthday

- Early lunch

- GLOW pictures

- Mixed Pilates start

- FARMER'S MARKET!!!

Modern Family time! I miss cute little Lily..

Day 14: March Madness Chewsday!

Shar is a part of the Every 15 Minutes simulation.

Three classes started today and I couldn't believe I completed all the charges by the end of the day. I even did the charges while in the center, helping members, answering the phones, and doing manual charges for sale items! Thank God my cash drawer balanced, really, thank God! Now I'm only hoping that everyone showed up for class to avoid any refunds. What a pain that is!

After work, I attended Shar's meeting in place of my mom. They went over what will happen in the 2 days of the school-wide simulation and who is doing what. I wonder how my dad is going to react when the police officers tell him that Shar's been killed by a drunk driver. Hopefully my lola doesn't hear and freak out...now that would be all bad! We shall see how this goes. One more week...dun dun dun!

Gilt is pissing me off.

Tomorrow's Schedule:

- Gentle Yoga and Whole Birth Prenatal Yoga starts

- Co-worker's baby shower

- Employee Event: Chef's Demo

It will be superly rainy starting tomorrow all the way through the weekend. I'm seriously thinking about wearing my rainboots to work and then changing once I'm in the office.

Eat your fruits and veggies. Sneak in a cookie. Tomorrow is Panera day!

Day 13: March Madness Monday!

Shar, my brover, and I sitting on the couch watching HIMYM.

It goes to commercial.

Shar says to us, "so, I heard the iPad 2 is out..."

Why what a crazy Monday it was! I spent the morning covering the MBW center and it was definitely a new experience. I was a bit overwhelmed as I did not expect that many walk-ins and phone calls all at once. It didn't help that I was not familiar with their behavioral classes. I received an urgent email asking if I can cover the afternoon too..so practically the whole day! But I had to say no because I had so much work to do back in HED. Plus, I don't think I could handle being there by myself for the rest of the day.

Although the workload is 55 times greater, I'm glad I ended up in HED.

Rain, rain, rain, and more rain. I made a mistake today and wore flats :(

Tomorrow's schedule:

- Center Coverage

- Beg/Int Pilates and Tai Chi starts

- Shar's meeting

I should really use my calendar on Paratu. Speed is on AMC, go watch! Keanu Reeves is kinda cute, no?

Day 12: "Sweetie You Have Shit On Your Face."

The first movie my dad watched on Netflix was Land Before Time.

What a movie filled weekend this was! 100% due to the stormy weather. I love the sound of rain, but wind I cannot do. Movies I watched this weekend:

1. Karate Kid Part III

2. Adjustment Bureau

3. Grown Ups

4. Life As We Know It

Netflix, thank you.

I'm not looking forward to this week. In my work, we've been referring to this week as MARCH MADNESS. Just this week alone! Tomorrow, I'll be covering the MBW Center for the first time AND by myself. I am scared! In addition, this week is full of employee events, schedule changes, meetings, and new classes. Let's get this week over and done with, shall we?!

Note to self: I am not going to VF next weekend. If I do, I will...I don't know yet, but there will be something.

Ok! This week should be a mix of clouds and rain, so be prepared. Prepare your lunch the night before to save time. Eat breakfast, buckle up, and stay warm!

Day 11: Game Shows and Movie

Emily Blunt is gorgeous!!!

This morning I was sucked into watching game shows one after another. First it was Deal Or No Deal, which pissed me off.

Then it was two episodes of Who Wants To Be A Millionaire.

Third, was a game that I haven't watched before, called Million Dollar Password.

After that was over, it was Family Feud and I just couldn't watch that one. I must say that Jeopardy is still #1 in my book.

Jbendo and I finally used up the $9 for 2 to see Adjustment Bureau. I don't want to ruin it for you guys, so I'll try not to say too much. The storyline was unexpected for me; it was quite interesting. I have to admit, I was expecting Jason Bourne though. Ka-pow! Blood! Ass kickin! However, it was different and I enjoyed it! Have a safe and warm night guys. Drive safely if you still need to drive. Bourne Supremacy is on TBS!

Day 10: TGIF

Kaiser has some yummy clam chowder on Fridays!

Work was filled with video/news/youtube clips of earthquakes and tsunamis. Because only one computer has access to outside internet sites, everyone gathered around to watch the videos. My coworker actually started it all as she saw a yahoo video on a geologist who predicted an earthquake to occur March 19th, yes, tomorrow! The geologist stated that the weather and "super moon" has something to do with his prediction. He also predicted the 1989 World Series earthquake.

Word quickly spread through our department and even reached our off-site building! Many don't believe it, however, there are some people who are expecting it. I on the other hand, am keeping it in mind. You can never be too prepared right?

Be safe everyone. It's going to be a stormy weekend + Monday! Don't forget to check out the moon tomorrow night. It's suppose to be huge! (That's what she said.)

Day 9: St. Patrick's Day in Cheesecake

I saw Llama while driving and she gave me the "L!" Who does she think I am?! My brover?! Oh no you diin't!

Like I promised myself, I got Cheesecake Factory before Friday! Catherine was oh so kind enough to join me for dinner. It was great catching up with her. Got my bread and my Pasta Di Vinci. I am satisfied. However, on the way out I did see the Red Velvet Cheesecake and my heart melted. Ugh, my next craving. Thank goodness it's not meat though.

This morning I was debating whether or not to wear green in honor of St. Patrick. I must have changed my top three times and finally decided to wear a black one. When I got to work, my co-workers greeted me and instantly yelled, "where's your green?!" Holy moly, since when was our department into wearing green? It was quite funny, but I seriously don't remember people wearing green last year! At least I wasn't the only one not wearing green, whew. I'd like to take this moment to say that I miss Melanie Ryla David dearly and I wish you a safe non-so-rainy move day! Shar's at hallway decorating and my brover is in LA. Oh my golly, am I really going to watch the new episode of Jersey Shore by myself?! Hawman! Charge your phone, set your alarm, and have happy sleeps-sleeps!

Day 8: Sweatin' like a Mustard.

In my house we leave the kitchen, living room, hallway, and bathroom light on whenever Llama's over. "L" hahahahaha

Every now and then I will wake up in the middle of the night drenched in sweat. I really don't know what's going on! I haven't had any crazy weird dreams lately, so that can't be it. I normally sleep with a long sleeve, blanket, and comforter because I have no meat and am always freezing. But could that really be it?

Maybe it's time to get a check-up. It's been a couple years since my last physical. I should start taking note of all the questions/concerns I have. Starting...NOW!

1. Sweat at night

2. Occasional sharp pain on my back

3. Occasional coccyx pain

That is all, that is all. Stay warm! Eat fruits and veggies. Don't forget your please and thank you's. :)

Day 7: Cravings

My lola wore my brover's xs Club Monaco sweater.

Lately, I've been craving Cheesecake Factory. Not so much of dessert (suprising huh?) but actual meal food! I could go for some warm bread & butta, followed by the Pasta Di Vinci.

My mouth started to water as I was searching for photos of the food items. Don't they look delicious?! Dang, if I still have this craving tomorrow, I think I might just place a pick-up

order. You know what would suck?

If I hold my craving past no meat day (Friday), wait to have my Cheesecake fix Saturday, but

only to find myself not wanting it anymore. Two days to fulfill my desire. Two days! Ok, that's all I can blog about because that's all that's occupying my mind. Have a happy Wednesday. Don't be annoying. Say your prayers and be polite!

Day 6: Modern Family and Fruits

Baby Lily is played by twins! (Yes, just like the Olsen twins on Full House)

Why didn't I watch this sooner?! I absolutely love it. If you like HIMYM, you will definitely be entertained with MF. The characters, the screen shots, the story-line, the "family values"...hawman, cute laughter all the way.

Lately for snacks, I've been eating a lot of fruits. Along with six Cuties, I eat either grapes, apple slices, or a banana. I'm thinking about bringing a small container of peanut butter for my apple slices. Yu yu yu yummy. Or how about nutella?! That should taste ok right...apple and nutella? When the warm weather kicks in, I can't wait to use Bawkuh the Blender and make my secret Shrawberry Banana smoothie! Oh heck-to-the-yes.

Mom's heart is stabilized and doing better. Hopefully she can come home tomorrow.

I can't believe it's almost 10pm. I have to sleep soon! :P Have a happy CHEWSDAY. Bring your umbrella to work/school tomorrow and don't forget to turn on your headlights.

Day 5: And we're back.

My mom is back in the ER.

Let me just add: ER is the shit. Once we entered, they took my mom's vital signs and went straight for an EKG. Results were read right away and bam we were in! Maybe because it was urgent or maybe because it's a Sunday night. Either way, Night Shift ER, you guys are bad ass.

One more prayer for her please?

Have a good night sleep everyone. Give thanks. There is a blogger app for the droid!

Day 4: Sacajawea!

James was wearing princess pull-ups today.

1. My mom is home and doing better. Thank God, thank God, thank God!

2. For the past 3 weeks, Jbendo and I have been going to VF every weekend. "SMH" Oh golly

- New found love for BR

- Dresses & shoes = my weaknesses

- Should have given up shopping for Lent

3. Panera Bread..Panera Bread!

4. Jump to #5

5. Went a little psycho with purchasing Girl Scout Cookies. My favorite is Thank U Berry Much, which is quite difficult to find here in Santa Clara. Yum yum!

Enjoy the rest of the weekend everyone. Be nice. Don't forget to set your clocks one hour forward!

Day 3: I don't feel like blogging.

After you pray for my papa, please please pray for my mom.

She is in the ER.

Day 2: Segunda Lengua

Thursday nights I watch Jersey Shore with Kuya and Shar. (JS = guilty pleasure) :X

I really wish I could fluently speak a second language. You know how awesome that would be? Kapampangan or Tagalog, oh heck even Spanish! Growing up, my parents spoke to us in Kapampangan and English, however, we would always respond in English. Shucks a roo. Well, at least I can understand and translate into English. Come to think about it, I actually understand/know Kapampangan more than my siblings! Score! That counts for something right?

One benefit of being able to understand a diff language is listening and knowing certain information that you're not suppose to know/is hidden from you. Actually, I take that back..it might not be a benefit depending on what the information is. Is it better not to know so you don't have to worry? Or is it better to know and worry your ass off? ¡Ay Caramba!

Please keep my papa in your prayers. If you don't pray, please send happy thoughts along his way. I would greatly appreciate it.

Goodnight to you and you. Make tomorrow the best and buy Cap'n Crunch cereal before it retires (via SK).

Day 1: Welcome Back, Welcome Back, Welcoome Baaack!

When I was wittle, I couldn't pronounce Melanie's name. I called her Melañia.

This Lenten Season I will:

1. Blog everyday until Easter.
This will be my 4th year blogging during Lent! Xanga was where it all began..haha. I laugh. I laugh.

2. No music & no phone while driving.
I have a horrible habit of checking my phone when I hit a stoplight AND even while I'm driving. Eeek :X This has caused other drivers to toot their horn at me. Jbendo brought this to my attention: I get bored while driving.

3. Go to Church.
I haven't been going to Church as often as I want to be and I don't like myself for it.

4. Pray.
Talk to Him. Grow closer to Him. Give thanks.

I'm excited to start blogging again! Keep yourself hydrated and drink plenty of h2o. Don't forget to set your alarm. Try not to be grumpy tomorrow morning, it's almost the weekend.

#7

It's a new year..which means it's January..which means it's #7!

As much as I hate to admit it, I'm just going to have to admit it:

It's so hard, so extremely hard.... for me.... to forget. Sometimes I make myself feel sad and just let my mind wander. That's my bad, I know, but I think it's safe to say that I'm scarred.

Oh Jesus, please help me. Help me trust and let go.

Started #7 out wonderfully and I'm praying that it stays that way.

I have Faith. I have Hope. I have LOve. It's just a matter of keeping 'em.

CHALLENGE ACCEPTED!